Goodbye Utah!

Over 650 applied, 70 were interviewed, 10 got the job, and Gus was one of them. He accepted a job offer with the government that starts June 23rd in Washington DC. So in the next 4 weeks we have to pack up our house and move across the country. I am freaking out! First of all we havent found a place to live. Everything is really small, super expensive, and doesnt have many of the things I would expect in a home. Such as a washer and dryer. Thinking about not having a washer and dryer in my house makes me want to have a panic attack. I am trying not to be such a baby about everything for Gus's sake, but I sometimes wonder if he should just move out there by himself. No, not really. It is just really hard to move away from everything I know. Washington DC is going to be alot different than Utah and Idaho. Lilly's childhood will definately be alot different than mine was. Everyone keeps telling me what a great experience it will be. And I know that it will be once I find a decent place to live and get settled out there. I am just not looking forward to packing up my house, saying goodbye, and flying on a plane with Lilly.